What I to do when I see you? I close my eyes and all I see is constant beauty. Am I sick, feeling blue, or is it, just me wanting you. Not seeing clearly I'm searching for my own identity. Lost in the bliss of curiosity. Not knowing what to do but to pursue you. Break all my rules for a woman that brings nothing but sunshine. Constant writing, dreaming that you are mine. So every written line brings me closer to that something that is so fine, I can't shake the feeling that you are the one, that divine being, that has been brought to my world. What I to do with these feelings of you, coming to me in such written poetry. The crazy part is, I know you know, I'm feeling you in away, that you probably see all day, yet your smile tells me, no invites me into a space, that I cannot resist and because of this I see your face, every time I close my eyes, you are the woman that defies all written knowledge of my constant being. And now I'm writing a way to fashion my key, to lock these unusual nerves that has me crumbling around you, constantly asking myself what I to do, when I'm around you.
© Wayne Diggs
My bravado is my only strength. And you would think a grown man
wouldn't go to such lengths. And usually I'm cooler than a Polar
Bear's toenails, a man with a million words that can fill a thousand
tales. And if you gravitate to any of the people who know me, you'll
probably hear a thousand stories. And believe me, you can't believe
any of these. And yes it is probably true, but just start fresh and
get to know me, allowing me to know you. And before you tell me, let
me tell you, I'm poetically engineered to deliver poetry in such a
way, that you cannot allow yourself to deny thyself, a night filled
with me.
I think of you constantly, like I'm obsessed, but obviously, it's my
nature that is pulling me your way and I stress that I need to have
you understand fully, that I'm completely digging you. Allow me to
entertain your presence, fully embrace your essence and combine an
experience tailored just for you. Tell me your history, things you
learned, how you always wanted to be. Let me know the full extent of
the dreams you have yet to see. Let me be the one that shows you,
there is no other that can do the things I do. Let me transcribe
poetry into the electricity your body exudes, creating an artistry
only you can see but the world can feel when they are around you. Let
me be the one that fashions an even greater smile to the beauty that
the world can't resist but to list you as the one that they would want
to be.
Tell me, that you are the one to join me, in this world so great,
cause your absence is not experienced. Tell me that you can paint that
picture of the literature that I present in a fashion that you see
your dreams coming to reality next to the engineer of poetry. Tell me,
that you can see the things I tell you are not of the ordinary and
something that you wish could be primary, not secondary, and you would
love to come out and experience a life full of pleasurable
experiences.
I promise you a time, a few creative lines, an intelligent mind,
hidden treasures only you can find. I promise you at the beginning of
this time to the end of my time. You'll be all mine. I promise you a
love so divine that you know my spirit speaks nothing but the truth
and you'll find that every line compliments our time as our essence
combine the greatness of strength to create something that is so
unique that we would patent it and give it away for free, so we can
see the world be happy. And I know that I can fulfill this because
there is none like you and I know what to do, once you allow me to
choose you.
© Wayne Diggs
A long time ago I met a Pisces. She talked a lot of shit.
Oh she was young and thick. Perfectly built made me think, why she
trying to be around me. I would say, I'd have this girl so in love
with me especially if she keep fucking with me but one night changed
my whole being and the moments afterward, I was the one seeing her
complete beauty. I knew that I wasn't ready for what the hell I was
feeling so I had to let her be. I had to set her ass free. My mental
was to fragile for this type of beauty, I was really going crazy. I
never knew that many years later she would still be part of another
poetry. Not just a sexual story but a romance made for history. A love
that can't be explained but being her, being me seems to lead us to
this journey where we find ourselves on this path to a unification
that happened years ago just to be ignited after a history of failures
we come together with an appreciation of how one can be. Oh She is
perfect for me, Oh she is my poetry. Oh she will be wifey. And her
name is Oshii.
© Wayne Diggs
I went to Walmart do a little shopping. Really not noticing, all the people walking, grabbing. To into the things I need for my night out. Finished grabbing items for the things I was shopping. Time to check out. Looking, all I see is long lines, finally seeing all the people shopping valentines. Realizing I'm all the way single wondering if I had her, she, you. What would be the things that I would do. If I had you.
© Wayne Diggs
Vibing to my daughter's music, thinking about you, multiple attempts to know who. Who is it you tryna kick it wit. I explain that I'm not at all what it is cracked up to be. You was down with the reality that I might be faulty but you understood that not every one is real and that's my number one quality. Can't help but be glad at your persistence. Your very existence excites all my senses. Our texting back in forth creating new beginnings. Only time will tell how this relationship will unfold but for now we continue to search each other's soul. Not sure how you read my personality and I'll never understand why you was so comfortable to send me those videos. So fine, so sexy, your naked body, moving so fluently, nervousness flowed but your freaky personality was exposed and no one knows that we connected from a far. But I continued to be hypnotized by the unseen, the unheard, that missing star, hidden by the clouds of smoke I ingest, dreaming of our new beginnings, on this crazy quest. this journey that will inevitably lead to something.
© Wayne Diggs
Chillen, sittin, thinking of that day where we're together. Not sure where you, or who you be, but I see you as my lover, conversation on point we speaking forever, and I hope you feel the same. I hope you don't think I'm trying to run game, I know my verbal skills prove to be to perfect. But trust me, this shit reality, it may seem I'm selling a dream but all I'm trying to do is create a 2 player team.
© Wayne Diggs
I'm writing on a day where I feel nothing at all. Things don't make sense like they they use too. I remember the day where my heart decided to fall. I remember when the whole world revolved around you. Can it be that you are all grown up or am I just a person who is no longer here. Do you even give a fuck? Maybe things seem unclear. Just like my feelings but I swear I try to be there. I try to be there but I don't if there is where or where is there I just know really did care. I know none of this makes since. And because of this you are now past tense.
© Wayne Diggs
Asked for your number, check. Didn't expect someone as intelligent; would accept a message requesting your number to contact you and I knew you were different when my gears wasn't reacting with precise motions to hide the fact that I wasn't all that. I kept moving, needing to see you in person, and of course you accepted my request to see you on my birthday so now the week seemed like a quest; maneuvering through remembering to message you even though I had a million conversations come through that didn't involve you. Day 1 through 6 my mind was wondering how this would go. No writing, all thinking, constant wishing that this time would disappear quickly but not to fast cause I need to brace myself for this day cause you is different than any I've experienced. I mean we share the same ideology and you're dripping with brilliance. I needed more, it was causing me to be anxious; started to feel a little delirious. The day finally here, and I'm not knowing what to wear, time was moving fast, wanted to send a picture, but the moment was near, so no time for that, I hate being late it messes up the mathematics. Now I have to adjust, catch a ride to the destination and your presence was just as strong as your brilliance. Physically I couldn't speak, mentally I was searching for calmness. Your eyes was so hypnotizing, couldn't catch the cues, my eyes wandering not to stare but to be fair your physical gifts were to much to bear. I assured you that you could pick anything from the menu but you flipped it and said it was my day so I'm to be treated by you. The food was amazing probably tasted that much better because of your company. I knew mathimatically the time was coming to an end but I wasn't ready. I need an all day event so I can bask in your glory. This surprisingly would be, no not would be but definitely a fantasy. Everything is building blocks and there are things that I need to do; in order to truly understand the brilliance of who are you.
© Wayne Diggs
It's as time is against me. Not yet born to a reality, just a fantasy that is living in my mind and with each time I speak to you I wish for this fantasy to be realized. Yet time will not have it so. And I know it's at my own doing and if God is real than I know patience is real and I'm meant to do the right thing. I feel as if you were built for me and I for you, and I haven't really lived and my life not yet started. So with every minute that passes it brings me that much closer to due time. And all I can do is learn and prepare my mind to make sure when that time allows me to see you in reality I don't fuck it up. I don't feel like I'm taking the right steps to secure my future my reality. Living this life that hasn't started can be detrimental to the life I see in my fantasy. So many of this world want a piece of me but I don't want none of it. I just want to be, no, I will make the necessary decisions to assure me of my reality being everything that I see in my fantasy. I will take the necessary steps to secure my fantasy now so when my life start you will be my reality.
© Wayne Diggs
I've written about you in the past not knowing you actually existed. Created a love story a fictional fantasy. Who knew I would actually find it. Dreamed it on the verge of realizing it now we here planning and I couldn't be more excited by the future scenes. Future conversations, realization of dreams, all the things I see that we completing. You're a magical being, a unicorn, one of a kind, the imagination of one's mind. And I'm truly blessed that you've given me the time to show you that I can exist in your world and have you complete what you've always wanted out of life. My intentions is to make you my Wife.
© Wayne Diggs
One thousand six hundred eighty five hours and sixteen minutes. This equals out to seventy days five hours and sixteen minutes. I figured it would take longer before I start feeling it. This is definitely, totally unexpected. Just wished you good night figured the next day I would be talking about everything I've been thinking. Turned pandora on music started playing but sleep wasn't coming but this feeling started and now I'm up writing because it finally struck me this is what I want to do and it's up to me to make this a reality and not let anything fuck this up so I'm ready to take the next step. I'm ready to make this official if you want me to have this opportunity to witness your greatness your uniqueness. I never felt more comfortable as I felt with you. I never seen a person who couldn't be more opposite than me but your personality couldn't fit me any more perfectly. I love your mind and your thought process. I'm ready to be the one to relieve your stress, and I'm ready to be the man that you prayed for. I'm ready to put you first in every thought of my day and I'm ready to cradle your heart and let nothing touch it. I'm ready to make you feel as if you're forever protected. I'm ready to take you on vacations and spontaneous trips. I'm ready for this relationship and I'm hoping you'll let me make you mine. It's a verbal commitment a contract that states that this is leading to marriage. I'm ready to start this clock, this journey that will lead us down the aisle and for this we need to set the stage. It's you I want, it's you that I'm ready for. I'm ready to see who I have been waiting for. I'm ready to walk through that relationship door. I'm just ready, bae ready, cook for you ready, hold you ready, prepare for our dreams ready. Yes I'm ready.
© Wayne Diggs
It's always night when it hits me the most. The night moon darkest after dusk. This is when writing is at it's best so that's a plus. I swear when it comes to you, no one means a damn thing. This is why I need you to voice your truth, I don't want you thinking that anything matters if you're feeling frustrated. This means I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing and you need to be elevated. I have you placed as high as my daughter. No one can tell me you're not right except for my own self so you have that power. You have that voice where I promise you, I'm forever listening. I come with solutions after discussions as long as we are talking I will be forever listening and working to make this work and it works because I find you incredibly reasonable and you make things so understandable and you're so damn understanding that I can't possible be anything other than. I promise you I'm working on hard towards are wedding and keeping my promise to never stop trying
© Wayne Diggs
I'm listening to music and it doesn't quite fit what I want to write about. I'm listening to music searching for words that will turn into quotes. I'm listening to music and the mood isn't quite set enough for me to illustrate the brilliance in which you make me feel. This writing took a while for me to pen the subject of my absolute affection of my most recent selection. Not sure what it is that has me feeling a certain way. All I can say is my writing will have me spewing things I wasn't sure that I could say. Who knew I could receive pleasure from just someone breathing. I'm listening and thinking while you do whatever it is that you do. And I know that sounds like I'm not invested but I assure you that I'm quite interested. The thing is, it doesn't matter what you do. Just like the music I'm listening to. In the grand scheme of things it just doesn't fit. Even with that said I still listen to it. Because I'm in the presence of thoughts of you. Because of those thoughts, my mind, these words ring true. It doesn't matter the things that you do. I will always want to be next to you.
© Wayne Diggs
Baby let me relax your mind with a few lines. I'm here to seduce you spiritually. Come with me, take a trip to a universe where me and you have the perfect view of a world where nothing can touch the level of happiness that we will witness. Listen to my verbs has guide you through this fantasy. Listen closely as I show you my appreciation for a woman so brilliantly made that I praise God that he allowed you to invade my imperfect world. You are my perfect fit and I can't wait till we're engaged in harmony, figuratively and literaly. I want to be with you, I want you to have everything you prayed for and I'm so excited that you are allowing me this opportunity to make you my forever, have you for eternity, spend the rest of my life. Through marriage you will become my wife. Never thought I would witness this kind of happiness but foolishly I thought I was exempt from this and then God said I was ready and revealed you to me, slowly but he had you say yes to me. And as I write this poetry I can't help but be overjoyed for every night we speak, we plan, we talk and we be marry just talking about being married. And these are just the lines to show my appreciation of having you as a friend and my forever lady. Now follow these next few lines as I try and paint a picture using my gift of poetry. Imagine a life time of full body rubs caressing with passion every inch of your skin and manipulating each individual nerve. My hands create heat, my fingertips excite the woman inside the woman as I swerve kisses to your curves, loving your physical gifts, as I shift into different positions your eyes open and close constant visions of me in the spiritual form exciting every mental nerve while you feel my physical completing kisses to your cervical circle. Every opening you feel me invading those spaces, traces of my love left on your body. I'm feeling as if I bring you anywhere in our own universe just to show my appreciation of having you feel what it is for a man to love you fully from your mental to your physical to your spiritual and every realm in between and around. And I know how it sound but believe me when I tell you that you are my forever and you will be my wife linking us together inseperable for all eternity.
© Wayne Diggs
Light and fluffy is the first words that came to mind. So I write these words and see if the next few lines will make sense in time. I'm writing to you because you're on my mind and I don't want it to be to heavy so I guess that's why light and fluffy came to mind. Light and fluffy will be the meaning to my position in your universe. And of course my verbs can veer off course but this is me and as we spoken many times you know my mind travels across many lines. The truth is though, I'm writing because I want you to know, that I might be the clingy one cause all I can think of being around you. Light and fluffy, remind me to stay true. The first line of light and fluffy is what I gotta do. Inspired by the many visuals that seep through my mind creating a perfect illustration of your spiritual being. And every night I'm on the phone with you I'm drawn closer to your essence in a plane that I can't describe and if there were words none can transcribe on to any physical document and if I could paint, I would not be able to find the colors beautiful enough to describe your elegance and I know you know of your physical attributes but this piece couldn't be a piece about you without highlighting your physical appearance being so incredibly gifted. Light and fluffy is the way this poetry should be scripted. I have to remember on each line to maintain this theme so none can find the jewels I drop hidden deep in this light and fluffy piece but maybe you can see through this poetry that there is more to this than the light and fluffy. And because I am me, I have to remind the readers I am poetically engineered to deliver a message silently but effectively. And to those that are listening find themselves hearing the effects that you, my breezy, my forever, my new life, soon to be wife, have on me. So as I conclude this poetry, I want you to know that I've never experienced this. Pure unadultrated bliss. The perfect definition of happiness. I want to thank you for taking the time to have me and I hope you love this light and fluffy poetry.
© Wayne Diggs
Seeing you tonight took my breath away, took my breath away, away my mind went, to another land far away, and you was there and I was there and I noticed under the night sky I we were there and there we were, we were under the night sky, away I wish we were and at the moment we were there and I was so nervous I couldn't go there and I just took what I could handle and each take left me breathless just as your appearance created an experience that I couldn't possibly explain and I searched for words my vocal cords dried up and I spoke I had no idea what I was saying and I didn't want to leave even though I wasn't sure where I was so I stood there soaking up every minute and every minute my mind was grasping at it, at that moment, seeing if I could capture it, but it was just out of reach, slip through my grasp. My heart was racing and your smile had it pounding and I living and looking and smiling and so happy I feel you was a wish granted a thousand times and every time granted you're granted to be mines and this blows my mind that I know I could never find someone like you so it had to be by a divine being that created a match a wish specifically for me.
© Wayne Diggs
I know how powerful the words can be especially poetically and when vibrating through my vocal cords it can create an anomaly. I never met a woman alive that matches your incredible vibe. So I speak my words carefully and constructively to cause the effect desired by me. Knowing the spells I cast can be permanent I do it without hesitation because I can see me spending my life with you completely. And because of this I'll lay out the design and paint you a portrait of you being mine. I'm poetically engineered to cause time to be forever irrelevant. With this you'll find that I cannot see a world where you don't reside connected to me. So I write knowing fully the purpose of this poetry is to seduce you mentally and have you physically connected to me literally and figuratively. I have no fear that you are the one that I want to spend a lifetime getting to know all there is to know and just having that ability to live day to day and together we grow sharing experiences that forever makes us believers of these future memories yet to be displayed but definitely prayed that it was someone like you that I can be so enamored with wishing daily to yearly and a 60 wedding meme causes us to connect finally. And even though previously this seemed to go literally of unfinished thought with no connectivity, spiritually I believe we were connected when you started to believe me that I was seriously feeling your vibe especially after date number three. And even if you didn't see it then or wondered if we would eventually seperate this fantasy I'm here to open your eyes to this reality that you and me will forever be. There is no life I can see that doesn't involve you and me finishing and starting with I do. I'm not sure I could write this any clearer, there isn't a reality where we are not together because my lady you are my forever and I want to be your forever.
© Wayne Diggs
A surge of energy came cross me, you laying there silently, music playing, I'm thinking of all the ways you display your beauty. How did I end up being so lucky to have this opportunity find a lover who was made so perfectly for me. With a suddenness all this came to me so I had to grab my laptop and write how much you mean to me. My muse, my poetry, my energy. And though I'm poetically engineered to have you forever thanking God that he created me to bless you with my presence. I'm the one who feels the greatness of your essence, the purity of your nature, the sanctity of your persona, and the passion you have for partnership. Your brilliance also draws me in and seduces my brain in a way I've never been seduced before and your physical gifts taunt me at every turn and the use of your motions grants me ideas of a harmony that can only exist between me and you. I yearn to taste every drop of your essence and inhale all the things that makes you you. I seek opportunity to lay in between your fantasy and reality hoping for that closeness to feel your physical touch my skin and to absorb your passion as I try to sustain that connection that I feel and wish for deeply. For every moment that you're next to me feels like a well written story, classic literature, or a romantic movie that even I would watch. Your beauty is effortlessly written in a poetic format etched into my brain and the only way to explain is through a poetic feature graced by your touch. I wish I could give you more than to much. I wish I owned the world but even that wouldn't be enough. I wish there was enough words in this universe that can explain just how much you mean to me. But all I can do is write the things I feel and see in this poetry.
© Wayne Diggs
